dolljoints: a pencil drawing of a robotic kitty, shown to be robotic by stars in ver eyes. ve has hair on only one side of ver head, and assorted piercings in ver face. ver tongue is sticking out. (Default)
meep. so i'm finishing this post like way after i put the first draft in (it's 16 aug now, the date on the post is when the first draft was made) – i did buy the wheelchair i posted about previously, and i've actually had it for a bit over a month now, but i wanted to post what my first time going out (just around the grounds of my apartment, to pick up a parcel from the dropoff place) was like.

i had copied and pasted some of my messages to one of my partners about the experience to use as my guide when writing this, but i'm thinking i might just actually use these messages as the content of the post with a little editing? but we'll see.

this post got really long, so i'm putting most of it under a cut. 
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Jul. 4th, 2017 06:24 am
dolljoints: a pencil drawing of a robotic kitty, shown to be robotic by stars in ver eyes. ve has hair on only one side of ver head, and assorted piercings in ver face. ver tongue is sticking out. (Default)
 so the ebay seller is happy to get it picked up by a courier! this is really good news. unfortunately a wave of sleepiness hit me (new meds have made that stuff even more unpredictable than it already was) before i could reply and.. today my mobility is doing much better. >.>

so now i'm getting second thoughts. despite the fact i couldn't get out of my chair yesterday and it took me hours to do anything and i was frustrated. beh! i know i should just go ahead with it. but all these niggling intrusive thoughts are being like "well what if it was just a fluke, maybe you don't rly need it" etc

>.>

i know i know i should just finalise it with them. and yet i have this big inertia about it! fleh! i'll see if i can force myself to get it done after i finish eating my first-awake meal.
dolljoints: a pencil drawing of a robotic kitty, shown to be robotic by stars in ver eyes. ve has hair on only one side of ver head, and assorted piercings in ver face. ver tongue is sticking out. (Default)
i'm currently in the middle of working on a draft on a longer thing, but, like......

it would be really silly of me to turn down a quickie argon – in my size – for £400, right? even if it's not somewhere i can personally collect it myself? like i might as well at least try to see if they'll let me.. buy a courier to pick it up or something right?

>.> (genuinely looking for advice)

also gosh i just realised i don't know if this site has any kind of discoverability system. i had done my habit of posting in tags i hope people track because of tumblr but... is that even how dreamwidth works. agh!
dolljoints: a pencil drawing of a robotic kitty, shown to be robotic by stars in ver eyes. ve has hair on only one side of ver head, and assorted piercings in ver face. ver tongue is sticking out. (Default)
some info about me: i'm disabled, due largely to hEDS, but also autism and BPD (which actually causes psychotic episodes atm).

i use ve pronouns (my.pronoun.is/ve), and i identify as some sort of artificial cat being. words like "robokitty", "kittydoll", etc come to mind. (the pronouns were actually 'stolen' from greg egan books, which became surprisingly important to me very quickly after reading them.) i'm a demigirl, though also nominally genderfluid (currently quite viscous though.)

i also identify heavily with "postfurry".

my username is a reference to my BPD and my kinstuff all in one.

i largely made this account to leave some comments on some blogs i found. idk how much i'll be using this or not. but just in case i do, this is my about me.

my name is kit, whoops, that's kind of an important one.

i'm extremely emotionally fragile, so please try to be gentle with me, and minimise sarcasm or "fake attacking" type speech or anything of the kind. (i'm a multiple abuse survivor, probably won't go into it more than that)

this is a pretty disorganised mess!

i drew my icon myself. my previous icon i had "inked" digitally with no problems, but i'm getting stuck on this one. i may forget to update the icon if i do succeed in a coloured version though. my colours are an important part of how i feel makes me me, and is part of why i dye my hair and have piercings and tattoos outworld.

i live in glasgow and as such get some unusual NHS benefits, such as, no prescription fee no matter what, i get to have my prescription medication delivered (once a week), and i get to live somewhere with step free access. though people often park on the dropped curbs. 

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